For those of you who don't know me very well, judging by what I talk about and show you on this blog, I'm sure I come across as normal and pretty stable and of course, I'm pretty sure I am. For those of you who know me very well, also know I'm all of the above. So having said this, what I'm about to write and express to you will surely change your mind about me...Ahh... but here's the catch...I'm not the only one who has express this or even experienced it.
It all started about 5 years ago when minding my own business going through my life, did I start noticing the numbers 11:11. I've never been one to sit still and look at the clock, whether it be on a wall or side table or even a watch, which I don't wear, but little by little I couldn't help but notice that at least 50% of the times that I did seek out the time, the number 11:11 would appear. That includes analog clocks, micro waves, ovens and an occasional just perfect timing viewing when just as I gazed at it, it would change to this mysterious number. At first I thought it was just my daily rhythm...you know, at this time I usually do this and at that time I usually do that and it was just coincidental, but when it started to happen to me in different settings, situations (work schedule, bulletin board...ect) and even other states, I took notice.
I am not superstitions, I go out on Friday the 13th, I have broken glass many a times without repercussions and so and so on. Yes, I don't hang horse shoes up side down as that would be bad luck, plus I don't like the way it looks that way and I never walk under a ladder, only because that's just wrong, but when you start seeing the number over and over again....you pay attention. All this was in my mind when I started to see 11:11 in books, advertising and just about everywhere I go. Mind you, I don't look for it, I don't anticipate it and it's not like I see this everyday...it just happens. Yesterday while Raquel was listening to her IPOD, I just casually asked her how many songs she had in there...."Hmmm, let's see", she replied as she fiddled with it...1,111. Do you see my point? Why is this happening and what does it mean? For a time there I kinda thought beware of November 11th, you know the eleventh day of the eleventh month, but I was determined to go one with my life and poo poo it. It has been a strange phenomenon to me and when it happened, it made me feel weird...then something happened...
The last couple of years when this has happened, I threw my hands up and thought to myself that this means something...not bad, perhaps good and just go with it and guess what...I started getting a good vibe every time it happened. Yeah, I know what you all are thinking...that I myself have made up my mind to feel the vibe and that perhaps I'm just thinking happy thoughts ie; giving myself pep talks and whatnot, but that's not what I thinking.
I'm thinking this must mean something. Something or someone is trying to tell me something by showing me this, otherwise it's just a waste of time and blog space. The two people that I have talked to about this have both listen with interest and then shrug there shoulders not knowing how to respond or even relate. It couldn't be just me. There has to be more people expericneing this,and so, I did a little research and found some interesting stuff.
It's kinda complicated and I'm still trying to figure it out, but here are some links for you to visit and view...and maybe, just maybe one of you are experiencing this and haven't told anyone...
I know I'm not crazy. In fact, I'm probably the most rational person you'd come across, but even I have to stand up and take notice...besides, crazy people don't go around saying their "not crazy"....right? I'm just sayin'